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Sunday, September 30, 2007
chocolate posted at 12:17 PM | 0 Noticed Me

yesterday i went to the police station leh. so cool =D
some facking idiot crashed my dad's car's window. and we suspect the guys who teach driving who are always around that area that did it. because we sort of have a grude with them.
and like every time they pass by you, they will throw their cigarette buds at our feet and spit on the floor and give that bloody facking annoying face. WHAT A BUNCH OF IDIOTS.
and anyway....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE!!!

not like she would read my blog anyway. but just happy birthday anyway. =D
and then yesterday my sister's friends just busted in the house and said "hi auntie/uncle/yorklyn. i'm germaine's best friend. i've come to give her a surprise birthday thingo." and they ran into my bedroom and rushed to the computer, printed something and ran to the playground like some crazy idiots.


my father didn't know her although i did la (charlene) but then my father thought they were hteives. lol!

and i've decided to keep this skin for like FOREVER. because it's just so damn nice!

and i'm currently going to bake a birthday cake for her. but after exams la. =D ain't i coolio?!?! i can bake! WAKAKAKA. do you want a birthday cake? hand-made by me?

then please call the yorklyn hotline! 91234567! yeah!
=D


Saturday, September 29, 2007
chocolate posted at 5:04 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i've decided to sontinue posting. now that the whole thing is over. and thanks christine, megan, erina, martha, sharon, vanessa C. and mel for helping me and persuading me through this dificult period of time.

you asked for honesty, asked how i felt. i told you honestly, i told you the truth, and now what do i get back in return? your facking temper? you telling me that i wasn't honest with you? thanks a LOT for everything.

and i made a song about c*** today.
"i'm a cow hear me moo.
i'm a facking arsehole too!
i know i'm such a bitch,
such a facking retard too!
so leave me alone in my bed,
with my s**-deprived self,
and so i can cry and get the pity of my students.
and hope that they will love me."

and than we shall go
"we hate you c***,
go eat shit.
we don't care 'bout you at all,
so don't try to act nice,
we know what your motive is.
you're a dwarf,
we don't care,
if you know about our blogs,
so go ahead,
and sue us.
only IF YOU DARE."

gosh, it doesn't rhyme. it was suppossed to rhyme =((

well anyway.
ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS:
1. Person who tagged you is:
megan

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
secret la. very special one =D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-h****
-LAMOO
-retarded
-hardworking? NAH.
-WEIRD-CRAZY-WEIRD

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
too many already la. cannot list (:

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
hurm. i have STM. can't remember la. i just now it's alot! :)))

6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
KISS HERRRR

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
BE A BETTER KISSERRR.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, will you?
she won't ever be la. CANNOT IMAGINE IF SHE WAS.LIFE WOULD SUCK.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
me complaining too much that only i haven't seen her room

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
MAKE HER WATCH ROMEOANDJULIET WITH ME

11. Your overall impression of him/her are?
LOVABLEEEE =D

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
that i'm lovable/cute. WAKAKAKA. EGO ME.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
lalala~

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
lalala~

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
DRUMMERRRRIST

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons(:[I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE DONE IT ALREADY]
1. erina
2. xinhoon
3. xinling
4. martha
5. mrs wong
6. shuqing
7. jolyne
8. megan
9. hillary
10. sharon

17. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? [shuqing]
eh. JOLYNE???

18. Is no.9 a male or female? (hillary)
DEFINATELY A MALE LA.

19. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [jolyne and sharon]
OH GOD. jolyne would just start touching sharon EVERYWHERE. but maybe sharon would like it. =D

20. How about no.8 and no.5? [megan and mrs wong]
WAKAKAKA. mrs wong would just turn megan into a even-sicker molestbian.

21. What is no.2 studying about? [xinhoon]
just talked to her on msn. and she was asking me "marie said sillicon is to make fake boobs, is that true?" there. that's what she's learning about.

22. When was the last time you had chatted with no.3? [xinling]
is singing included? because i was singing heyjuliet with her after the show. =D

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [megan]
boyslikegirls?! wait a minute, that's what i like. whoops. OH I DON'T KNOW LA. she has too many to count?

24. Does no.1 has any siblings? [erina]
me la! =D born one day before me, so i'm her mei. =D

25. Will you woo no.3? [xinling]
i already did. -.- and she's currently my girlfriend idiot

26. Is no.4 single? [martha]
of course not! she has her darling me. =D

27. What's the surname of no. 5? [mrs wong]
aiyo. so obvious. mrs melissa WONG la. connected to adrain =D melissa thesicko-wong-adrain'swife-molestbian-mycurrentteacher.

28. What's the hobby of no.4? [martha]
-saying "fack"
-hitting people
-biting me and putting her saliva on my hand which had pink marker on it and scolding me after i rub the pink-saliva on her blouse

29. Do no.5 and no.9 get along well? [mrs wong and hillary]
of course they do! they're both sick mah.

30. Where is no.2 studying at? [xinhoon]
CALIFORNIA

31. Talk something casually about no.1 [erina]
-oh so lovable
-loves people praising her and then going "oh thank you!" with THAT voice.

32. Have you ever tried developing feelings for no. 8? [megan]
i already have. =D are you scared of me megan?

33. Where does no.9 live at? [hillary]
MY HOSUE. i have no idea why but it just is. (:

34. What colour does no.4 like? [martha]
H**** COLOURS!

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [mrs wong and erina]
ERRRRR. maybe? they like sickness.

36. Does no.7 like no.2? [jolyne and xinhoon]
i think jolyne likes her b**** la! that's all jolyne will see at first glance.

37. How do you get to know no.2? [xinhoon]
she stated singing in class and being all weird and everythin, and then i started talking her?

38. Does no.1 have any pets? [erina]
hurm hurm hurm. NO?

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [jolyne]
yes? HAHAHA. YEAH RIGHT.

this test is crazyness.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007
chocolate posted at 4:36 PM | 0 Noticed Me

erina:
i told you before i wanted to quit, but then you would let me. you said megan was already quitting, and then i was the one who initiated it and that if i quit the whole thing would fall apart. and i agreed with you, remember? and now you're turning your back on me? and thus, i'm just suppossed to accept that fact. thanks a lot.

christine, cabrini and martha:
thanks for being there with me all this while. i wouldn't have known what to do if it weren't for you two. thanks for everything. your cheers, smiles and laughs can do wonders, you know that?

even though tears are flowing down my cheeks and my hands are trembling as i type this, i just have to say it out today because this will be the last time i ever talk about it anymore. this blog will be officially dead after this last post. you all mean so much to me.
you are that extra thing it whatever i do.
you are the reason there's a smile on my face.
you are the one that makes me happy.
there's only one place in my heart, and that's reserved for you.
although i know this all will be over now, i can't help but think, will it ever be the way it once were? i guess not though.
now that you're gone, there will forever be something missing in my heart.
even if you may forget me, i will never be able to forget any one of you, because you all mean so much to me.
I love Hurt, and i think it was on repeat for fucking long. Now, im just full of Scars. Maybe it was because, i had too much faith in Forever. I really did think we'd last.
I'll memorise your laughter, i'll tattoo your smile, i'll never forget you. Losing any of you, feels like losing a part of me. I love all of you.
And though we are finally over, i'm still glad that ionce had a good friend like you.

and just so you all know, i'm quiting too

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
chocolate posted at 10:51 PM | 0 Noticed Me

hello. i'm doing this test that i got from christine's blog. =D

Warmth 74%
Intellect 34%
Emotional Stability 50%
Aggressiveness 54%
Liveliness 56%
Dutifulness 46%
Social Assertiveness 66%
Sensitivity 62%
Paranoia 42%
Abstractness 78%
Introversion 66%
Anxiety 54%
Openmindedness 42%
Independence 42%
Perfectionism 54%
Tension 38%


and maybe someday, we'll all be the way we once were. but for now, we have to break. just for her. i really don't want that to happen, but i guess it has to. and are you ever sure that we'll all patch back after this whole episode is over? i'm not very sure. now, i'm really not sure about anything. anything at all. friendship? studies? family?

i'm getting really confused everything. right now, i just want to forget about everything and stay the way they are. i wish i could be oblivious to everything, and not know anything, just so that we can stay this way, but i guess that would never happen? would it?

to the seven that heard me this afternoon, i'm sorry i told you. i never should have. now, everyone is just so upset. i'm just really really sorry for everything that i've done.
chocolate posted at 6:39 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I JUST CHANGED MY SKIN. FINALLY.

and i tell you, I'M GOING TO FLUNK HISTORY

i only spent 15min on it, and then i gave up and went to sleep. and then i wrote total CRAP. my source-based A and B had only one sentence each. SHORT SENTENCES SOME MORE.

and then my mcq, i just tikam tikam. DIE DIE DIE. i got soooooooooooooo many wrong.

and today i left school late so i didn't call in to 987 to win the BEP thingys. shit. TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY I THINK. MUST TRY TOMORROW! but then i scared i not at home leh. i think i'm going to meet my friend in pasir ris.

GOSH. I FEEL DAMN SLACK.
i have like maths test on thursday and i'm still not studying.

what the hell.

Monday, September 24, 2007
chocolate posted at 6:54 PM | 0 Noticed Me

charmaine just left my house. but then wongxinling is still here.

WE JUST "STUDIED" HISTORY!!!

we did accomplish quite a bit at least.

and erina, we'll go to KTV right? =D anyone else interested?!

and just now i was listening to 987 and then i heard raven say that if you recite this thingo fast enough, you can get to stay in the same hotel as the BEP for one day and meet them personally!!! i'm so going to try tomorrow! =D so exciting la. i'm trying with christine. since erina and megan made me so jealous by having the tickets, i'm going to get that thingo and make them jealous. WAKAKAKAKA!!!

I DON'T LIKE HISTORY

and when yesterday, me and my cousins went to ktv. because the screen showed the words " sorry i never told you" then he sang and went "sorry i never told you i'm gayyyyyy"

and jolyne was describing double dee today and she went "she has interesting dress sense which flatter her assets"

LMAO

and currently, we both are watching heroheroine on youtube and mimicking the COOLIO DRUMMER!!!!

so fun leh!!! I LIKE DRUMMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSSS



i really want to learn leh, but my father claims it's too expensive (excuses lorh)

Sunday, September 23, 2007
chocolate posted at 2:36 AM | 0 Noticed Me




FUNNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!


oh man, i look fat and RETARDED.






and hi this is my crazy mother. =D


i saw this cool floating bottle at wheelock place! =D









I'M HAPPY!!!


JUST CAME BACK FROM PARTYWORLD KTV. FUN LEH!!!



WE WENT CRAZY I TELL YOU!


my cousins could sing like REALLY WELL!


and we were singing "hit me baby one more time!"



and we went to the international building (super wulu one) at orchard. and suprisingly, there was like NOBODY AT ORCHARD LA!



i sing so terrible la!



anybody interested in going to KTV with me next time? i feel more comfortable to sing around my friends =D


WARNING: -super outdated english songs
-very few english songs.


and then just now i went to the garden for the "lantern festival" created by the estate comitee lorh. damn fun!



then we started playing with sparklers, lanterns and blowing bubbles thingy. damn i got burnt by the sparkler =(



I LIKE TODAYYYYY



and now i'm still watching constantine. =D



okay. i really have to go now! GEOG REVISION TIMEEEEE!!!!

chocolate posted at 1:26 AM | 0 Noticed Me

i'm feeling bored. and i can't et to sleep la. I NEED TO TALK WITH SOMEONEEEEE.

ERINAAAA, ARE YOU STILL AWAKE?????

and i just wanted to say
thanks for all the people that have loved me all this while,
sorry if i ever did anything to hurt you
and if i were to choose anyone as my lifetime partner, it would be you.(song lyrics) =D
chocolate posted at 12:39 AM | 0 Noticed Me

MEGAN BULLY MEEEEE

she's trying to force me to join the molestbain family. and said that since she's the molestbian family's admin. she's going to tell them to come and touch me everyday.

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

MEGANBULLYMEGANBULLYMEGANBULLYMEGANBULLYMEGANBULLYMEGANBULLY

and please tell me if this skin is nice, if not i'll change it. =D

I LIKE BOYSLIKEGIRLS ALOT SUDDENLY, ESPECIALLY THESE FEW SONGS:
-HEROHEROINE
-TOP OF THE WORLD
-HEELS OVER HEAD
-THE GREAT ESCAPE
-THUNDER(ACOUSTIC)
-DANCE HALL DRUG

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Saturday, September 22, 2007
chocolate posted at 12:20 AM | 0 Noticed Me

i just changed skin! and i'm only keeping this temporarily because charmaine and me and xinling has been singing this song ALOT lately.

MEL YOU KNOW IT RIGHT?

lol. it looks quite ugly though. =/

Friday, September 21, 2007
chocolate posted at 8:56 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i got this in a cereal box. it's suppossed to be a spiderman's web. lol. doesn't even look like it la!
don't you love my COOL COOL COOL WATCH?!


weehoooo. =D SHU ARE YOU JEALOUS? after giving like 4-5 packets away after the rehearsal, i went to macs to take SOME MORE! there's like14 packets there.

at first when i asked for ketchup and chilli, she stared as if i was a retard and went "erm, the chilli sauce and ketchup sauce is over there." *points to mr press-press thingo*

wahlau. but anyway. this is what i took =D:

-14 creamer
-4 tissue
-2 barbacue
-2 sweet and sour
-3 curry
-2 mayonnaise
-2 ketchup
-2 chilli
-3 sugar
-4 pepper
-2 salt

WAHHAHAHAHA. lmao. and i'm still going to collect some more tomorrow when i go for tuition at untied square. =D i feel KIASU. okay. and i like my new url too =DD
and then today after drama, when jolyne, moira and mel did the TENEHNEHNEH thing, ADRAIN WAS ONLY STARING AT MEL OKAY!
chocolate posted at 3:59 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I'M HAPPY.
I THINK I ACTUALLY PASSED E-LIT. =DDD
and chan was so bloody fucking annoying la.
i shall not go into details =D

and thanks to erina and megna for the talk we had, and making me feel loads better after that. sorry i couldn't talk longer though. so scary la. i was the only one awake. then dark dark one. EEEEE. and sorry to the both of you if i have ever done anything wrong to hurt you or to harm you. =(

and my chinese is so bloody screwed. i got like only 25/50. what the fuck la.

and i'm currently in the schoo library AGAIN. it seems like i've been here alot lately. i need to do my chinesse. but i'm really really bored of it. =/

and today when chan had to take a picture with the monitors. she rushed to the toilet and put on... LIPSTICK. RED RED RED LIPSTICK. what the. SO VAIN LA WHAT THE HELL. and she said that "this class is only good in shoes, nametags and hair stuff."(refering to us) what the hell. you're not really better in anything else either.

and i really don't give a fucking shit if you minus off our marks.
TO ME YOU'LL ALWAYS BE A SHORT, ANNOYING, BITCHY, FUCKING ASSHOLE.


and i don't like CPR. it is TICKLISH.

jumping on traintracks is the only thing beside you that makes my heart run wild.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
chocolate posted at 3:58 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i'm currently in the school library.

and like ubber PISSED.
my bloody colour wheel is missing. so i bloody fucking have to do it over again. and hand in by friday okay. that's like ONLY 3 days from now.

and then there's this sec 2 person studying with her friends in the library and is SINGING OUT LOUD for god's sake. some weirdo chinese song.

and and and i can't wait to SLEEPOVERRRRRRRR TIME!!!
i think i'm going to fail chinese. i DIE DIE DIE.
BUT i think i did okay for e-lit!!! =D yeah!
after comparing answers with the smart people that is.

and and and another reason to be ubber PISSED.
the stupid chinese project that i spent money and 5 hours doing ALONE is wasted. luo lao shi suddenly told us that we had to do 2 boards. not one. and so we have to redo AGAIN. and by monday some more. what the fuck la. how the hell are we suppossed to do finish when it's exam period?! I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THE HELL WE ARE SUPPOSSED TO MEET AND DO.

okay, so fine. i know i shuld be going home to study now. but i feel lazy.

and sharon, will you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE POST?!
the whole world is anticipating your new post. so post post post lazy pig.

Monday, September 17, 2007
chocolate posted at 4:57 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i'm sitting beside baby v now (:
her hair currently looks like ELVIS PRESLEY.
AND I HEARD HER SING AGAIN TODAY

I'M HAPPY=D
AND I FIND HER EXTREMELY CUTE/PRETTAY TODAY

Sunday, September 16, 2007
chocolate posted at 10:13 PM | 0 Noticed Me

OH MY GOSHHHHHH

JUST DEDICATED A SONG TO THESPECIALSEVEN.

here's how it went:
dj: hello, what's your name?
me: erm. yorklyn.
dj: it's yorklyn right? [coolio! she got my name right]
me: yeah
dj: oh what song would you like to dedicate?
me: hero heroine by boys like girls
dj: hurmm *checks for song* opps sorry! we don't have it here. [how can they not have the song?>=(]
me: huh. okay then eh. the great escape
dj: okay, we do have that!
dj: okay, can i record you down?
me: erm. okay.
*waits a while*
dj: hi! this is 987. what's your name?
me: erm. yorklyn
dj: how are you?
me: erm. fine
dj: you sound quite hesitant, you sure you're fine?
me: erm. yah
dj: so what were you doing today?
me: erm was doing project with my friends just now
dj: oh what project was it?
me: some chinese thing
dj: so are you good in chinese?
me: not exactly.
dj: are your friends good in chinese?
me: quite.
dj: oh so there's like a balance eh? *laughs*
me: yeah *laughs*
dj: how old are you?
me: thirteen
dj: so secondary one right?
me: yeah
dj: so how are you liking scondary school life?
me: erm. not really liking it.
dj: oh no-why?
me: erm. there's a lot of friendship problems
dj: oh. so when did it start? like just or the beginning of the year?
me: term 2
dj: so how are you coping with your problems?
me: quite well, thanks to my very good friends.
dj: okay. so what song would you like to dedicate?
me: the great escape
dj: boys like girls yeah?
me: yah
dj: and who's it going out to?
me: theSPECIALseven
dj: so it's your school group yeah?
me: yah.
dj: okay! thanks for dedicating! byebye!
me: thanks. bye!

GOSHHH. I SOUND REEETARDDEDDDDDDDDDD.

and my heart was like BOOMBOM BOOMBOM. SCARY I TELL YOUUUUU.
and then i was like half-laughing and SUPPPPERRRRR NERVOUS.
and my voice sounded freakingly HIGH and GAY.
and you know when i was calling, i wasn't even putting the phone to my ear. i was just staring at it. and re-pressing the buttons to call again and again. and then suddenly there was this "hello?" from my phone. then i was like "oh my god" damn loudly and quickly put the phone to my ear. SO SCARRRYY.
i swear never to do this again.
i'm only doing this for you 7 out there okay!

i was like laughing HYSTERICALLY when i hear my freakishly gay voice on radio.

then my sister got a message from an unknown number saying "haha, i just heard your sister on the radio.
and my sister called and sked who was that?
and guess who it was?
KELLY PORTSCHER [this is how my sister spells it. i'm not too sure though =/]

and i think that conversation was like SUPPPPERRRBBBLLLYYYY LONG.
and i think i said too many "erms". there was one before like every sentence.
and sorry to joanna, sharon, martha and megan for not being able to hear it.
and my stupid dumb sister just DELETED ITUNES. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH ITUNES MEANS TO ME?!?!?!
RAHHHHHH.*PISSED*

SCARYYY MOMENTSSSS.
chocolate posted at 2:30 AM | 0 Noticed Me

erina? christine? i'm confused.
ERINA WHY AM I BANNED FROM TAGGING?!
CHRISTINE WHAT "FAKE YORKLYN" THINGO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!

i'm seriously confused now.

i didn't tag erina today. and what the hell is happening?

anyway, just called 987 unsuccessfully for hour. =/
1.30-2.30am.

sad larh. i feel like dedicating a song to ourSPECIALseven.
after our DARLING ERINA dedicated a song for us.

anway, i didn't hear it. =((
whenwherewhat was it? i wan to knowwwww.

TELL ME NOOOOWWWWWW.

and and and i'm think of making a SPECIALSEVEN blog. =D
it'll be coolio!!!!
let'st start planning. ((((:
tell me if you like the idea=DD

TELL ME NOOOOWWWWWW.

Seven things to be done before my death
1- get my hair rebonded again [FLABBERFLOOBER. it's getting curlier =/]
2- TRY and eat curry
3- get skinnier larrrr [i'm getting fatter day by day]
4- get a NICEEEE car!
5- get into VJC [impossible but yet i'm dreaming]
6- get into NUS [impossible but yet i'm dreaming]
7- -blank-
can't think properly yet lar. must see next time first =D

Seven things I will not do even if it kills me
1- touch a cockroach/beetle/spiders/other icky-yucky insects [EEEWWWW]
2- cut myself [i saw this woman with her hands full with marks when i went out... so eyer. so UGLY LA. later got marks one. cannot cannot cannot. DON'T LIKEEEEE]
3- eat chiliiii BY ITSELF [i'll just drop dead and die]
4- commit CRIMESSS
5- break a friend's heart
6- be hor*y
7- pluck out my hair [i don't even know why ANYONE would ever do that]

Seven things I do when I'm away from the public
1- Think about stuff and start crying ='(
2- make weird actions
3- do UNGLAM stuff
4- Stone
5- sing to myself [it's fun la. TRY IT!]
6- Laugh to myself
7- mumble to myself

Seven favourite sentences/quotes
1- you make me happy, when i am down.
2- you never know dear how much i love you, please don't take my sunshine away. =DDD
3- BLABBERBLOOPER
4- dihwiuegfwfjwpoehce niwvckhbouvhb ia;n;fivbj,mqfo [speak rubbish (:]
5- I LIKEEEEEE
7- excuse me sir, i have plans to die tonight [it's meant for emo days]

Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did
1- humiliate me
2- backstab me
3- insult me
4- kill me [actually, i think i wouldn't have the chance cause i would already be dead =(]
5- Being so sacrastic
6- Making me depressed when I'm already pissed/depressed
7- telling other people stuff that i don't want others to know [meant to be secrets]

seven people i'll always love(not in any order)
1- chrsitine
2- martha
3- megan
4- sharon
5- joanna
6- erina
7- MEEEEE.

i love you seven

Saturday, September 15, 2007
chocolate posted at 4:09 PM | 0 Noticed Me

oh and mel kept on insisting that adrain's legs are hot. although i kept insisting it wasn't. and charmaine joined in and sayed his legs are hot too.

CABRINI: i know it's difficult for you to open up to us. but i hope you will try. and i know you're trying really really hard, and we appreciate that you are. so THANK YOU VERY MUCH! so don't let small problems like those we talked about to affect the way are around. just be yourself. be who you are, and not someone whom you're not. listen to this piece of advice, it'll help.

i love it when ms kissy fish joanna dies (:

and my stupid teacher in my tuition class today threatened to confiscate my phone and tear my wallet to pieces. bitch. >=(

anyway, i just feel like bitching about ****. okay, let's nickname her fugly. she is so bloody fucking annoying la! and she actually told xinhoon "i already have one yorklyn, i don't need another"

and when i received my term 3 report book, this is the conersation.
fugly: yorklyn, i realise you and nicole yue are very good friends this term
me:*keeps quiet*
fugly: your drama is okay, but what happened to your history?
me:*shrugs*
fugly: is it because you did not do your homework?
me:*shrugs*
fugly: it seems to me that you are not interted in talking so you can go now.
me: *walks away*

eyerrr. she chase me away la. and as in what am i suppossed to say when she says these kind of thingos? and how would i know what pulled my history down. nitch.

sigh. have to go now. off for swimming lesson!


i love you seven

Friday, September 14, 2007
chocolate posted at 9:34 PM | 0 Noticed Me

WOOOHOOOOO.I LIKE THE NEW SPECIAL SEVEN PACT! =D HOHO.

melissa was thinking of adrain again today at mcdonalds.
i said www.xingxingtouragency.com.sg and she actually heard it as www. xingxingtourADRIANcy.com.sg
she kept thinking about him lor.

and then me and charmaine started playing with OSCAR and PUPETTYYYS in mcdonalds. and everyone was staring at us weirdly. so CHILDISH la.

and then i was in the library from 2++ to 5.30 doing the bloody chinese project. i was ALONE la. so lonely you know. :(((

JOLYNE, MOIRA, LIJUAN, MARIE, DINO etc. where did all of you go?!?!?!

then i moved to macs until 8. was with charmaine the whole time (((:
had to buy another board la. so ex leh. i just spent $6.20 on the whole thing. and now my wallet's empty. ='(

and then today c*** was so bloody fucked up. she kept on asking charmaine to hurry up and pack. she was like sccreaming her bloody fucking head off la. and charmaine was ALREADY hurrying.

DRAMA WAS LOVE TODAY. I LIKEEEE.

i love you seven. hoho. we shall get identical watches!!! hurry decide on date leh.

i picked up mel's phone today. jolyne was on the line.
me:*deep male voice*hello?
jolyne:hello hello hello? er... is melissa there? *formally*
me:she went to pee pee
jolyne:oh. really? oh eh eh eh, when she comes back can you please tell her to call me?
me: *bursts out laughing*

another coversation with me and jolyne on my phone today.
me:hello?
jolyne:*super panicky* YORKLYN YORKLYN YORKLYN!!! WHY MY UNMARKED WORKSHEET IN MY MATHS FILE. WHY MISS ROCKEY NEVER MARK?! I DON'T WANT TO MINUS MARK. HOW HOW HOW?!??!*said in one breath*
me:relax la. ask ms rockey on tuesday lor. *calm and aloof, AS USUAL*
jolyne: BUT THEN WHAT IF I MINUS MARK?! I WILL DIE LA. DIE DIE DIE.*refuses to calm down*
me: i help you on tuesday la, idiot.

HOHO. I FEEL NICE.

and me and girlfriend was talking about waterfalls the other day. i hope you get what i mean. heh.
me: i hate waterfalls. everytime you sit then stand, then haiya.
girlfriend:*laughs*the waterfall will create a plungepool.
me: which creates a depression!
girlfriend: and when it get's too heavy... BOOM! IT DROPS!!!

haha. get it get it get it? =D

and i think my labtop has a virus =/
i like sims 2
i feel random today.
chinese project sucks.
maths is love.
ladeedooo

I LOVE YOU SEVEN.

Thursday, September 13, 2007
chocolate posted at 11:22 PM | 0 Noticed Me

MEGAN: i'm sorry i'm so fucked up right now. and it isn't your fault. please don't blame yourself, or you'll end up hurting us instead. and before that i was pissed, but i couldn't stay pissed at you for long. you were too adorable =D let's just please out that matter aside, and not mention it anymore alright? we'll just cause more hurt and pain. so just take it that i'm begging you not to mention it anymore.
and no blaming yourself anymore for all the things that is NOT your fault. if you want to take a burden, we'll ALL do it together. we'll ALL face the consequences together. you souldn't be the only one to face it. we ALL will face it with you.

MARTHA: I'm so sorry that i so-called ruined the discussion. and cracked lame jokes when we were suppossed to be serious. i'm very sorry.

CHRISTINE: sorry for pissing you off or anything. and you aren't at fault. you didn't force me to say anything. none of you did. the whole thing shall be buried and never ever be dug up again.

ERINA: i'm sorry for like ruining whatever that we had. but i just want to let you know, that this isn't your fault either. so don't be sad anymore, okay?

JOANNA: i'm sorry for whatever we did to make you angry. i'm REALLY REALLY sorry. please don't be angry with us anymore.

SHARON: don't blame yourself for what SHE did. don't face it alone. we'll share the burden. TOGETHER.

SHARON/JOANNA/ERINA/MEGAN/MARTHA/CHRISTINE:
i wish i wasn't so bloody fucking fucked up right now.
and i'm sorry i caused the hurt/sadness.
i'm being such a total bitch/retard/fucker right now.
i'm just sorry to all of you
christine, erina, martha, megan, sharon, joanna, i don't want this friendship to end. and we're not going to let anything get in our way, right?
i'm sorry about today, during music, i didn't mean to. i just couldn't help it when megan said that.
we'll face our problems TOGETHER. not individually.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU. ALL THE SAME. AND I WON'T EVER TRY TO HURT YOU GUYS. BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE TO PRECIOUS TO ME. and don't blame yourself for anthing about making me cry. because now, i'm already back to normal. AND
AS HAPPY AS I CAN BE!!! =DD

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
chocolate posted at 12:35 AM | 0 Noticed Me

term 4 is horrible. REALLY HORRIBLE. especially today.
but anyway, i'm sorry to the both of you. sorry for everything i said.
i have my reasons and i'm sorry i can't tell you. but the point is.
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY.

Fade in, start the scene,
enter beautiful girl.
But things are not what they seem,
as we stand at the edge of the world.

“Excuse me sir, but I had plans to die tonight,
oh and you are directly in my way,
and I bet you’re gonna say it’s not right.”
My reply: “Excuse me miss,but do you have the slightest clue
of exactly what you just said to me,
and exactly who you’re talking to?”

She said, “I don’t care; you don’t even know me.”
I said, “I know but I’d like to change that soon, hopefully.”

Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion.
You see the trick is that you’re never supposed to act on it
no matter how unbearable this misery gets.

“You make it sound so easy to be alive,
but tell me—how am I supposed to seize this day
when everything inside of me has died?”
My reply: “Trust me, girl,
I know your legs are pleading to leap,
but I offer you this easy choice—instead of dying, living with me”

She said, “Are you crazy? You don’t even know me.”
I said, “I know, but I’d like to change that soon, hopefully.”

Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion.
You see the trick is that you’re never supposed to act on it,
no matter how unbearable this misery gets.

I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough,
and all this cliche motivation—it could never be enough.
I could stand here all night trying to convince you,
but what good would that do?
My offer stands, and you must choose.

“All right, you win, but I only give you one night
to prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight
I swear to god if you hurt me I will leap—I will toss myself from these very cliffs
and you’ll never see it coming.”
“Settle, precious, I know what you’re going through.
Just ten minutes before you got here, I was going to jump too.”

Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion
of self-conclusion in one simplified motion.
You see the trick is that you’re never supposed act on it
no matter how unbearable this misery gets.

---self conclusion by the spill canvas

Sunday, September 09, 2007
chocolate posted at 4:36 PM | 0 Noticed Me

CHECK LIST!
1) geography chap 10
2) geography chap 11
3) history chap 3
4) history chap 4
5) history chap 5
6) history chap 6
7) history chap 7
8) chinese ting xie
9) memorise maths formulas
10) physics notes
11) bio notes
12) chem notes
13) geography workbook
14)chinese worksheet
15) read sing to the dawn
16) read chinese cinderella

only accomplished 11/16!!! shit la. HAVE TO MUG TONIGHT.

Now I know it's hard to be something that you don't think you are
but it's hard for me to even try to understand why you are beating your own heart
cause you gotta try, just try to be honest
and I will be honest all these things that I say
and I'll listen clear, whether brave or you're modest, I'm here
don't hold back, don't hesitate, don't disappear

And show me everything you've got
I know you're scared
But let your walls just drop
You gotta take that step, and your heart, just let it pour out

---SHOW ME EVERYTHING YOU'VE GOT-THE ROCKET SUMMER---

Saturday, September 08, 2007
chocolate posted at 11:25 PM | 0 Noticed Me

today is boring.

no wait, mainly, EVERY DAY IS BORING.

not it's a usual for me to study until 3 in the morning every night.

and tonight, i'm planning to call 987fm.
but i scared leh. pasi seh la =D

will anyone still be awake at that time? then can listen to me dedicate.
IF i call that is.

i am seriously dying of BOREDOM

when i close my eyes, it's you i see

Thursday, September 06, 2007
chocolate posted at 3:36 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i'm currently doing the test on shu, jolyne, mel and christine's blogs. because i'm seriously too bored and currently waiting for juan and marie to finish their library duty. =D plus doing chinese project.


[1] I have read a book before. (like DUH)

[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.(SUPERMAN!!!)

[ ] I have been to Canada. (I WISH)

[?] I have been on some sort of sports team. (not sure?)

[2] I have watched cartoons for hours before.

[3] I have tripped UP the stairs. (it was in public. SUPER EMBARRASING)

[ ] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. (and still survive?!)

[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing.

[4] I have played ping pong. (didn't we play it in PE?)

[5] I swam in the ocean. (does siloso beach count?)

[ ] I have been on a whale watch.

[6] I have seen fireworks.(national day!!!)

[ ] I have seen a shooting star.

[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.

[ ] I have almost drowned.

[7] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear. (let's not talk about it)

[8] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again. (does a song count? i don't listen to cds :/)

[ ] I have had stitch(es).

[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

[ ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects. (tried, but didn't succeed)

[ ] I currently have a job.

[9] I have been ice skating. (ICE-SKATING IS THE LOVE)

[10] I have been rollerblading.(it was SCARY)

[11] I have fallen flat on my face.

[12] I have tripped over my own two feet. (embarrasing moments)

[ ] I have been in a fist fight.

[13] I have played videogames/com for morethan 3 hours straight.

[14] I have watched The Power Rangers before. (all-time favourite childhood movie!)

[ ] I do / have attended Church regularly. (i'm not catholic)

[15] I have played truth or dare. (of course!)

[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.(YEAH RIGHT)

[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday. (YEAH RIGHT)

[16] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.

[17] I've been in a verbal argument.

[18] I've cried in school.

[ ] I've played basketball on a team.

[ ] I've played softball on a team.

[ ] I've played football on a team.

[19] I've played soccer on a team.

[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.

[20] I've swam on a team.

[21] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

[ ] I've bungee jumped.

[22] I've climbed a rock wall before. (dairy farm!!!)

[23] I've lost more than $20. ($34 to be exact)

[24] I've called myself an idiot.

[25] I've called someone else an idiot.

[26] I've cried myself to sleep. (loads?)

[27] I've had (or have) pets. (a cat and a dog!)

[ ] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape.

[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd.

[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd.

[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd.

[?] I've mooned someone. (what's moon? i'm confused ):)

[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority.

[28] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights. (about the stupid china thing)

[ ] I've been on TV.

[29] I've eaten sushi. (i really pity those who have not. they're missing out on the world's best delicacy!)

[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

[30] I've watched all of the Lord of the Ringsmovies. (slept halfway)

[31] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.

[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

[32] I've watched Looney Tunes before. (<3)

[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker.

[ ] I've been called a geek.

[33] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

[ ] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it. (you must be a genius!)

[34] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.

[35] I've written poetry.

[ ] I've been arrested.

[36] I've been attracted to someone much older than me. (CHANNING TATUN! WENTWORTH MILLER! DOMINIC PURCELL etc. etc.)

[37] I've been tickled till I've cried.

[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried. (i'm nice. i don't bully people =D)

[38] I've had / have siblings. (2 annoying older sisters)

[ ] I've been to a rock concert.

[39] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it. (i PLAY the music =D)

[ ] I've been in a play.

[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.

[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so.

[40] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gymclass.

[41] I've cried in front of my friends.

[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

[42] I've freaked out over a sports game.

[ ] I've vomited in public.

[ ] I've washed someone else's vomit.

[ ] I've ran away.

[ ] I've had a stalker.

[ ] I've had a fight with someone on txt.

[??] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face. (as in literally fight? or vulgarity fight?)

[ ] I've been in a car accident.

[43] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me.

[ ] I've personally seen someone die.

[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away.

[ ] I've lost someone who meant the world. (not yet anyway)

AHHHHH. i've only accomplished 43 out of 99 thingys! i feel loser-ish.

i feel tired. slept at 4am this morning. i feel... GUAI/HARDWORKING.

i was studying till late at night. (((:HOHO.

and i'm too lazy to post the pictures of chantel posing with the eyebrow dyeing shop.

and my sister told me i was mumbling about channing tatum in my sleep. =D i feel obsessed.

and and i'm currently going to chiong history and chinese cinderella tonight. i'm trying to break a record and not sleep the whole night.i was supposed to do that last night, but i gave up at 4am. let's try again tonight! =D

when i close my eyes, it's you i see


Wednesday, September 05, 2007
chocolate posted at 11:03 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I ABSOLTELY LOVE MY NEW SKIN!!!

YEEHOOOO.

I LIKE.

haha. sorry to megan, for wasting your efforts on my spongebob skin. ):
i just liked this one much better! SORRY!!! ))):

and and also sorry for being such a bitch the other day ):
i shouldn't have said those horrible, mean things to you.
i'm really really sorry.
i'm sorry for being such a fucking bitch. ))):

P,S. CHANNING TATUM/WENTWORTH MILLER IS NOT GAY.

Sunday, September 02, 2007
chocolate posted at 1:14 AM | 0 Noticed Me

and oh ya. this ah lian came to ask us where pc bunk is. what the hell. want to ah lian then BE ah lian. don't act la. stupid crazy girl. she some more put the fake eyelash and lipsticks.

at dhoby ghaut mrt some more.

Saturday, September 01, 2007
chocolate posted at 11:30 PM | 0 Noticed Me

yesterday was a HAPPY DAY.

woke up at 11am and left the house an hour later to meet amanda, hillary, chantel and cabrini at yck station. then later we went all the way to dhoby ghaut to meet baby v and shu. and i tell you, the dhoby ghaut mrt is so SUPER DUPER BIG. we wen out one way, then later went back in and came out the other way la. so WASTE MONEY.

anyway, we went to watch HAIRSPRAY. at the cathay!

and then in the movie, i got to sit beside baby v (:
and every time i saw zac efron. I WHACKED HER. suprisingly, she didn't whacked me back. (:

i love you baby v =D

and after the movie, then ending was zac efron like kissing tracy. then amanda(sitting in the row behind me, because there was not enough seats for one whole row)started screaming so loudly, everyone could hear her,"WHY IS HE KISSING HER! HE SHOULD BE KISSING MEEEEEEE!" and the people sitting behind her, oviously heard her, then they were like all staring weirdly at her. it was SUPER FUNNY.

then later when we went out of the theatre, we ran to all the different screens nearby, trying to see zac efron's face.

HE IS LIKE SUPER CUTE LA. =DDD

then later while going down the escalator, chantel started pointing at this guy, who had only one eyebrow. it's suppossed to be sad right. but instead, chantel LAUGH AND LAUGH AND LAUGH. tsk tsk. then when reached the bottom of the escalator, we immediately saw this shop where you could dye your eyebrows so they would be the same colour as your hair.( picture will be up soon!) then we laughed like siao.

after that we went to GRAMAPHONE. and FINALLY, i found it. i found the BOYSLIKEGIRLS album!

CHRISTINE---HOPE YOU LIKE THE CD! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! FROM ME AND BABY V!

MEGAN---HAPPY CHRISTMAS! I KNOW IT'S EARLY, BUT WE HAD TO FIND AN EXCUSE TO GIVE YOU THE CD. FROM ME AND SHU!

then me, chantel, shu and baby v went to baby v's house to watch john tucker most die. then we saw JOSHUA! damn cute la. he's her baby brother.

then later while watching the movie and in her parent's bedroom, chantel was drinking water and joshua made her laugh by punching baby v, she SPIT THE WATER OUT ONTO THE FLOOR OF HER PARENT'S BEDROOM. HAHA.

then her mom kindly made us yummy yummy pizza! (:

then i had to go home by myself. bus obviously. stupid chantel la. she was suppossed to take with me, then later her father decided to bring her out for dinner. and just make me go home by meself la. HUMPH .>=(

TRALALA'
SCOTCHTAPE TORE ME APART.