so come on and hold my hand

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

chocolate posted at 12:04 AM | 0 Noticed Me

HERE ARE THE PICTURES I PROMISED!

WE ARE THE BIGGEST GROUP! WITH THE MOST SUPPORTERS! =)

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

chocolate posted at 8:30 PM | 0 Noticed Me

thanks to martha, erina, joanna and sharon for listening to me talk bull. (:

NOTE TO TWO PEOPLE:
look. i don't know if you know i'm talking about you. but i don't care. i jut need to rant.
what's with you lately? i know this is mean, but i can't help it. why don't you understand? why don't you realise it? you never notice ANYTHING. except when you're with them. why i ask? why do you often ignore me now? you know, i don't even think you care anymore. oh forget it. i shan't go on. it'll be too obvious.

but anyway, thanks to all 4 of you. A LOT.

TRALALA'
SCTOCHTAPE TORE ME APART.

Monday, August 27, 2007

chocolate posted at 7:18 PM | 0 Noticed Me

today i felt really emo in school.

some bad things happened. the thing that hurt me the most was that they necer realised. but that's life. i'm getting really upset about secondary life. all the backstabbing, all the friendship problems. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. i can't do a thing about it, so why should i brood over it? i might as well make myself feel a tad better and think on the bright side. it didn't really help though.

the only thing that helped was girlfriend and charmaine who (once again) brought my spirits up! (:

I LOVE YOU GUYS.
thanks for standing by me all this while. i wouldn't have known what to do if you haven't been standing by me all this while.

and oh. i PROMISE pictures will be up real soon! for the poetry slam one. i know i'm a little late. but there were some complkications. (:

oh and by the way,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND! (:

TRALALA'
SCOTCHTAPE TORE ME APART.

Friday, August 24, 2007

chocolate posted at 11:24 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I LOVE TODAY!!!

TODAY IS FUN!!!

me and nicole yue were on our way to j8 and decided to drop by my house first to take MONEY.

then later we went to buy 12 roses for the people performing! and they are PRETTY. but i still think jeanette's and vannessa's roses were prettier! then we walked to RI.

even if we had NO IDEA where the school was. we went in the direction where the RI people were coming from.

then when we reached, we realised it was the back gate and we had no idea how the hell to get to the auditorium. so we asked this guy for directions at the bus-stop(seeing that he was from RI) then he was so sweet and brought us all the way there. which was like at totally opposite ends and walked all the way back to the bus-stop. AWWWW.

then later, the performance started and blah blah blah. i wanted to take videos of everyone! but then my lousy camera no space la. DAMN. so i only took shubu's group's "teachers" thingo. SORRY TO THE OTHERS! ):

but i DID take pictures! yeah!

and i just realised that st.nicks people's voice are SUPER HIGH compared to the rest.

then when raffles were supposed to perform. the supporters went"RAFFLES!YEAH!" in a super LOW voice. and nicole yue?9sitting beside me) started laughing hysterically. and nicole and christine were like... doing eh. horny things.

IN FRONT OF ME SOME MORE.

then anyway. christine kept on harping about how the toilet bowl full of shit was overflowing. thanks to her brother. EWWW. DISGUSTING LA.

anyway,

CONGRATULATIONS TO...
AMANDA!
CHANTEL!
HILLARY!
SAACHA!
FOR GETTING FIRST PLACE!!!!!!

and also congratulations to...
MEGAN!
MOIRA!
SHUBU!
SHARON!

MARTHA!
JOLYNE!
RAEANN!
ROSEANN!

FOR DOING US ST.NICKS PROUD! (((:

you guys realy did damn well!
it was FANTASTIC, SUPERB, WONDERFUL, INTERESTING blah blah blah(no more vocab) but it was just THE BEST!!!

all of you HAVE to cheer up okay? this thing isn't about winning. it's about ENJOYING it! =D so don't worry and be happy!

and here, i hope this cheers you guys up=D :

i love you guys more than anything,
anything in the world at all.
you guys are my everything,
and i hope i'm yours too.
wipe away that frown,
replace it wth a smile.
don't let your pretty face get covered up in tears,
for it should be a smile instead!

girl you shine like refkections in the water,
girl you shine like the stars in the sky.
girl you shine like the moon does in the night time.
and girl, i can't go on living without you.

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE ALWAYS.

OH MAN. i know my rhyming sucks but either way, i hope it cheers you up! =DD
and i really wouldn't have known what to do if you haven't been standing by me all this while. thankyou!

ps. thanks to LOVER, HONEY, MEGAN, MARTHA, CHRISTINE AND NEUBRONNER FOR REALLY BRIGHTENING UP MY DAY! AND MAKING ME HIGH AT NIGHT! =D i love you guys!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

chocolate posted at 9:53 PM | 0 Noticed Me

this is what i wore for cip. on a hot sunday afternoon outside plaza sing. (((:

lijuan introduced me to do cip today. so i did go, seeing that i had nothing better to do. in the morning. me, cabrini, esther and jeanette met at 7 in the morning to go to some church for ycs cip. but in the end, only esther and me made it on time. jeanette cam at 8 and cabrini came at 7.40.

so early lah! then anyway, when we went there. we were suppossed to collect donations for our ycs funds. it was not that bad la. i remember after the second mars, we changed positions and jeanette and esther went to the back gate. they kept on screaming because there were so many BIG FAT CENTIPEDES there. HAHAHAHA.

then later me and cabrini took a train to orchard and when we got there, we realised that we got the wrong information and that the atrium is at DHOBY GHAUT. which was where we just came from.then when we finally got there, i went to wear the mascot's costume. because i thought it would be fun.

OH HOW WRONG I WAS!

it was so bloody freaking hot. and okay fine, i admit, it was a little fun but couldn't they have made it not so thick?! i had to get a fake belly.

then later when i went into the plaza sing. i saw the campus superstar people leh! =DD*excited* i didn't know any of the girls though. only knew the guys. hehe. but then but then SO COOLIO LERH. i wish i went for the autographing session. ):

then later at around 5.30, i left because my poor legs were so sore and i was so bored.

TODAY I HAVE LEARNT THAT CHINA PEOPLE ARE NOT FRIENDLY.
*no offence to anyone who comes from there*

i was in the costume and cabrini was bringing me around when this taiwan guy came and started talking about some shit that the sign hanging from my neck was not in chinese and that people could not understand.

then later cabrini went to ask some china person and the person said that we studetns huh, like to go and ask foreigners so they will donate. and then she refused to donate.

then got one time, i went to ask this lady.

"hi. would you like the make a small donation to save the wildlilfe?"
"NO." obviously annoyed. and then she stalked off.

oh. and there was this ang moh small girl with her mother who came to donate. =D then her mother went like.

"go on. say you'll be good to the earth."

"i'll be good to the earth."the cute ang moh girl said innocently. DAMN CUTE LA.

then later got another pretty girl with her mother that came by to donate. and when she left she pointed at the monkey(which cabrini was inside then) and said loudly "inside is a old uncle!" and ran off with her mother. HAHA. u laugh and laugh and laugh. and then cabrini started hopping around like a mad pig and doing "macho" actions. LOL

TRALALA'
YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME

Friday, August 17, 2007

chocolate posted at 7:25 PM | 0 Noticed Me

oh and i forgot to tell you that after the show, me, megan, erina and christine and saachaz were waiting outside of the place. then all the actresses came out and started SMOKING. right BESIDE US. so smelly larhs.

then i just suddenly went "hello! you have nice hair!" and she came to us and said "you want to touch it?" then we all started molesting her hair. HAHA. then after that the so-called "rihanna" girl according to erina came out. and erina wanted to tell her:"hey.i love your necklace and you look like rihanna!" and then she just kept on blabbing on about how much she resembled rihanna. AHHA AHHA AHHA!

then later, saacha's mother sent me, erina and megan to somerset mrt to meet up with hillary and moira. then after that, we went to yck mrt. then all of them went home and i walked home from the mrt. and it was around 11pm. do you have any idea how bloody scary and dark it was?! i had to pass by PHS, chaoyang school, ajc, hospital and a funeral! then surprisingly there were no cars and no one else around. I WAS LIKE SO SCARED LA.

oh well anyway, was a bad day. something happened in schoool. i was emo for a while but drama lessons brought my spirits up. espcially with my darling christine! i didn't know what i would do without you! you brought my spirits back up. thanks a lot! =D

then later we went for a swearing-in ceremony for np. then it was damn sian. cause nicea and jolene weren't high. thus, i couldn't be high either. unless i started being high at myself and just look like a crazy idiot who keeps on talking to herself. which i do not want to be.

and then today, i went to ask seth tan at the ceremony if he could let me burn the volcano cd.

"sir, can you tell me where you bought the cd?"

"i bought it at some shop."

"but i don't know where. can you lend me yours then i burn?"

"cannot. we wearing uniform. cannot do illegal things."

"huh. but i want to see leh."

"aiya. then come my hose and watch lor. ask truth if you want."

HAHA. so funny la. but he was being suggestive to truth. so stupid.

TRALALA'
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL GIRL, THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK

chocolate posted at 12:21 AM | 0 Noticed Me

the place of the performace! and chantel thought it was "respitory". lol.

LADEEDUM.

today we went to watch a PREFORMACE. i think i think it is really really SICK.

the woman was like taking about *ahem ahem* then she was like:

"did she moan loudly?"

"her thighs spreading..."

"the blood and sweat dripping down her face.."

EEYER. SICK LARHS.

it reminded me of moira and her sick look. =D

then i didn't understand a bloody single thing. because it was about TROY. and i didn't watch TROY FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE.

how the hell was i suppossed to understand anything. especially if the show is in POEMS. it sounded like riddles. i was cold. and stinky. and hungry. and aching.

we(SHU! HILL! MEGAN! CHRISTINE! ERINA! XINLING! CHARMAINE! XINLING'S BUDDY! MOIRA! CHANTEL! AMANDA! SAACHA! JOLYNE! MEL! ME!) were like 10min late for the show. because we were waiting for the ld people to finally get released and eat. and then when we finally left mcdonalds it was around 6.45pm. and we were suppossed to reach there at 7.30pm.

how to get there?! we had to go to clarke quay mrt then take a half an hour walk to the place. somewhere near UE SQUARE SHOPPING MALL. and we were supposed to cab there because we were like SUPER late. then in the end, there was a jam, so we couldn't take cab. only xinling, charmaine, xinling's buddy, christine, and some mother people whom i can't remember. sorry! only THEM took a cab. the rest of us walked. then megan was so weak, i had o help her carry her bag. >=(

and and and hillary, shu, amanda, chantel got chased off the taxi cause the uncle didn't know where the place was.

we were like chionging there. running, walking, jogging, running. so damn tiring larhs. i really felt like just throwing everything out of megan's SUPER HEAVY bag and running without the things inside.

then when we finally made a turn and were "almost reaching". we turned to our left. and realised we just made 2 BIG U-TURNS. we could have just crossed the bridge instead of walking one super big round.

then then then we finally reached. but then we overshot like 100m. then we ran back. and finally went in. WOOHOO.

but either way, today was a FUN day! =D

TRALALA

You're way too beautiful girl, that's why it'll never work

Sunday, August 12, 2007

chocolate posted at 4:38 PM | 0 Noticed Me

thrusday was a BORING day. although it was national day, i stayed home with my parents and did nothing all day. my two sisters went out. and thus i was all alone at home with them. and they didn't want to do anything. they said everywhere is too crowded to go. so mainly
thursday=BORING DAY

then friday! went to escape with bestie and nicea. and watch SIMPSONS!(again)=D i think i'm just wasting my money. we were suppossed to watch ALONE. and then don't have. so we watch simpsons as there were no other movies. then in escape. we went to the HAUNTED HOUSE. so scary la! the whole time, i just refused to look up and kept on looking down because i was so scared. then only 3 of us. then so dark dark one. EEEYER.

then then then on saturday. i went for YCS ANNIVERSAY! it was a little boring at fast. then it became a little fun but then i had to leave early. so sad la. and it was when all the fun just started.

oh and last night i watched. the ring! for 80% of the show, i was just covering my eyes. but it wasn't as scary as i thought it would be.

well anyway, that's all that happened. life is boring.

TRALALA'
SPIDERPIG, SPIDERPIG. DO WHATEVER A SPIDERPIG DOES.

Friday, August 10, 2007

chocolate posted at 12:52 AM | 0 Noticed Me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

i have a photo album! =D it is <<<<<.
VIEW PLEASE! COMMENT!

and i'm going to watch ALONE with bestie and nicea later! yeah! so fun! then on saturday, i will go for YCS ANNIVERSARY! hohoho.

well anyway, i just watched free willy 2 and monster-in-law. so stupid la

OH AND I STILL LIKE THE SIMPSONS!

TRALALA'
HERE. I GOT HER ALL WARMED UP FOR YOU

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

chocolate posted at 9:35 PM | 0 Noticed Me

HELLO i watched li da sha yesterday. it was quite boring. i slept for like say, ten minutes. the whole first part, before interval, was damn boring. EVERYTHING WAS JUST IN CANTONESE. then later we went to the toilet during the interval, and mel and xinling started doing the sec 2's bangla dance outside the toilet. DAMN FUNNY.

then after the interval, he DIED. you know. DIED. so sad la. then xinling's father was suppossed to send charmaine home and i was going to sleepover at xinling's house. then we didn't exactly know the way, so charmaine brought us. and then she led us to raffles place when we were suppossed to go to BUGIS JUNCTION. so we ran back to bugis, each taking turns to carry charmaine's SUPER HEAVY violin. stuffed with all her crazy things.

then when we got there, xinling's father was not there. but after a while he came, but charmaine left already. she had to leave for the last train.=D then i went to xinling's house to stay over!! hoho. but we were so tired, we fell asleep immediately. HAHA. so we didn't talk. a sleepover WASTED.=((( sadness. then xinling woke me up at 6.15 i think. but i was so tired that i sat up and plopped back down on the bed. all the way till 6.30. then xinling's father sent me home to get ready for school and then my mummy would send me AFTER i got ready. but it was a FUN day.

and then today, OUR DIKIR BARAT WAS ONCE AGAIN SO VERY VERY SCREWED. i think we were damn screwed, and the pitch of the songs were just HIGH. which we couldn't reach if we wanted to sing loudly. then after that, we went to watch... THE SIMPSONS! damn cool and funny! but a bit horny lar. i shan't reveal anything before some people kill me. i, unlike shristine or neubronner, am considerate and decides not to reveal endings of movies or BOOKS.

and then later we went to PHS for this carnival. i only went there to go to the huanted hose, only to find that the haunted house was close until 6. and i have to leave at that time because i had tuition. =( and i forgot i had tuition at 3. and it was private tuition some more. then my teacher called me, ad i was like "oh shit!" but anyway, yeah, like i said, it was a really FUN day!

TRALALA'
BOOGEY LIKE THE BOOGERBOGEY

Saturday, August 04, 2007

chocolate posted at 10:36 PM | 0 Noticed Me

MOOD OF THE DAY: EXCITED

WOOHOOOO.

just came back from the performance. =DDD

it was quite screwed up, really.

there were these fans on the stage. which kept blowing our skirts plus our UMBRELLA.

then me and xinling don't have umbrella lor. i think got some others also don't have. STUPID FAN.

then we weren't exactly very synchronised.

so yeah, it was QUITE screwed.

and then we spent like don't know how long preparing and only went up to perform for like 3min.

so stupid larh.

then megan's friend came to help us play the drums. and then he play until like so cool leh. and erina tried to force make-up on him. haha. but in the end, we all cornered him and he HAD to put on blusher.

and then after the whole performance, we went to mcdonalds to eat! YUMMYDUMMY.

then me and cabrini walked martha and meimei home. thanks us martha! we SPECIALY walked you back =D then my mother picked me up from there.

TRALALA'
BOOGY LIKE THE BOOGERBOGEY

chocolate posted at 4:34 PM | 0 Noticed Me

yay. i'm going for dikir barat in like...an hour!

it'll be so cool!
it'll be so fun!
it'll be so cool!

truth will win!
yeah!

TRALALA'
BOOGY LIKE THE BOOGERBOGEY

chocolate posted at 12:50 AM | 0 Noticed Me

and i just rembered that i forgot to post about some things in particular.

the class was suppossed to stay back during recess to practice but then all those stupid people just ran off and then we already ordered the bread lor so we had to finish like ALL the bread. i tried. and i ate 2 chicken floss bread. even if i was NOT SUPPOSSED to eat because i was sick yesterday. no oily food remember? then me, shu and joanna went to collect the food.

and then when we wanted to go out of the canteen, the prefects blocked us and said that we couldn't bring food out. we explained and explained that we had to practice and they kept telling us that we had to get teacher's permission.

so after a long long while. i finally called erina and she told me that mrs elaine lim gave us permission to leave the canteen. WITH THE FOOD. by the time we got back to class, it was already like around 11. and we were damn late. but for the last half an hour, it was quite fun, because we practiced and practiced and practiced.

NOTICE: colleen and megan. YOUR DRUMING ROCKS!

and then during drama, we played like so many fun games! we played dog and bone. and we were supposed to grab the marker. i was number 14. LUCKY NUMBER!
basically, DRAMA IS LOVE.

oh and during history, we had a stupid source-based test. so dumb larhs.

during chinese, i didn't get the ting xie marks. because i didn't go yesterday for ting xie. but it was good actually. because if i DID take my ting xie. i would just pull the whole class's standards down ): i KNOW it.

anyway, today is a "abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz" kind of day. i have no idea what that means but yeah.

TRALALA'
BOOGERBOGEY

Friday, August 03, 2007

chocolate posted at 3:57 PM | 0 Noticed Me

YAY!!!!

i FINALLY finished reading harry potter and the deathly hallows!!!

finally i won't have to bear people telling me the ending and spoiling the whole thing.=D

WOOHHOOOOO.

ms lee didn't come for geog remedial today. which roseann, i and raeann specially requested for. see? we guai guai!

mainly, nothing exciting happened today as usual.

BUT BUT BUT TOMORROW WE'RE GOING TO KBCC TO PERFORM!!! YEAH!!

and xin ling is asking me to bring a globe so she can hold it up when we sing "i want the whole world to know". and i'm bringing an indian costume for cabby taxi. HOHO.

CAN'T WAIT.

TRALALA'
BOOGERBOGEY

Thursday, August 02, 2007

chocolate posted at 12:59 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i didn't go to school today.

had diahorrea three times this morning. then i went to the doctor just now and the doctor sad that for the whole day, i could only eat porridge and nothing else. no meat. no fish. no oil. =((

LIFE WITHOUT NICE FOOD SUCKS.

but i'm quite glad that i had diahorrea, i lost 2kg =D

then also don't have to wake up so early. i woke up at around 10++

and then no ting xie! but i'm still not sure if have to retest tomorrow when i go to school. i guess i still have to learn ting xie in case luo lao shi want to test me tomorrow.

nothing exciting is happening nowadays. =(

i lke EXCITEMENT.

and i think my new "holy moley!" smiley is really cute! don't you think so too? =D

TRALALA'
BOOGERBOGEY