i haven't been online that much now.
my father's FORCING me to sleep by 12 every night. he'll drag me to my bed, make my sleep, and then stay in the room and make sure i fall asleep before he is able to leave. ]: <
and then i can't even go on the computer in the day because my sister's forever using it and i'm always staying back in school. damn.
okay, suddenly i'm going out today. with cabrini to plaza sing to buy...ZIPS. HAHA.
thanks you guys. thanks for being so nice to me and leaving me out of everything you do. when you'll are together, you don't even remember me. i'm sort of invisible now am i? and none of you even realise that something's wrong. even nicole could tell, and she said it was natural to be upset. i know i was never any part of this. i could tell. i just didn't say. but yet now you make it so obvious, even thought you try to hide it in some way or another. please, next time, if you don't want me there, just TELL IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE.