yesterday was results day. it was horrible for me, unlike SOME. it was so hot and the atmosphere was so tense. ms choo started off with a really long speech. and it was so hot. i couldn't wait for it to end.
then we went to our form teacher to collect results. everyone was sweating. the people whose hands i were shaking, were all VERY sweaty. now the atmosphere was REALLY tense, everyone was so.....anxious?
well, anyway, i got my results. IT WAS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED. i expected something much lower. i was so relieved. and then i had to call my father and his first reaction when i told him my results was "so low?!" i was so shocked. and THEN he added that i didn't put in effort. that was when i started to cry. then he said some horrible stuff. it's hard not to cry when he says all that stuff.
i mean, i was so scared that i got lower than 220. and when i got my results, it was higher and i was so glad. and then my father had to ruin my mood and make me feel so guilty that i didn't beat my sister like i was supposed to, cause i so-called got alot of help- from cousins, sisters, tuition etc.
he totally ruined my mood. then i didn't want to stay anymore, so i went home. i told my sisters my marks when i reached home and my older sister went "huh.so low arh."while my second sister was like "what?! how can never beat me?! you got alot more help than me lor!" what a horrible day. but then it was alright later. i'm so glad that my father decided to come back late-4 or 5+. and then i didn't need to see his face and feel guilty all over again.
