RAH.i made more poems today. out of total boredom.
this is the first one which i had help from germaine, my sister:
rejected;dejected;alone
this uneartly peace;its hollow;its surreal;
every minute i judge this world
this lonesome;hurtful;unpitying world
try as i may
to forget the pain;
i try to believe
yet all faith deserts me
it pains me
to see you go;
i'll never know how to continue
i lie in my bed at night
never stop thinking of you;
your name tattoed in my heart
i never want us to be apart.
and here's one i did on my own:
i lie in my bed
staring into nothingness;
no one to confide in
no one who would believe
betrayed;confused;hurt;
i block out the outside world;
tears welled up
blurring my vision
i lie in my bed
no longer feeling anything;
relieving my mind of all thoughts
i stood up
i pulled the rope to my neck
smiling at myself;
at last;everytyhing could be forgotten
i kicked;struggled;dead
i know they may be crap and horrible, but i do them out of pure boredom. my father saw it and thought i was feeling very sad and wanted to die. -_-". he thought it was all real. well, anyway, comments....?
